and nothings filling it

34423 - 

so im just trying to shove whatever i can in it

34423 - 

A lack of meaning

34316 - 

Lack of fulfilment

34316 - 

The truth is that there is no objective meaning, I think

34316 - 

Unless you will meaning into existence

34316 - 

its not like there's missing anything in my life rn 🧿

34423 - 

Willing meaning into existence is a powerful thing, but it keeps you trapped in a certain identity

34316 - 

but idk why i feel like i have nothing

34423 - 

I suppose you could try to create meaning for yourself

34316 - 

how would i do that

34423 - 

Have you read Man's Search for Meaning, or heard of the book?

34316 - 

I feel like crying and puking, I just want to let it all out, I feel horrible for doing this, I'm really sorry, I just can't do this anymore, I'm sorry, mummy, I'm sorry, my bestfriend, I'm so sorry

34424 - 

Buy it. Read it.

34316 - 

i don't think so yellow

34423 - 

It's a biography of a concentration camp survivor who turned the love for his wife (even though he would never see her again) into meaning

34316 - 

Tragic optimism

34316 - 

My meaning is my compassion for others

34316 - 

woah

34423 - 

The people I care deeply about

34316 - 

idk what my meaning is

34423 - 

Read the book and you'll get some ideas

34316 - 

Take walks in nature to reflect

34316 - 

Hiking

34316 - 

Travelling takes you outside of your mind

34316 - 

if i think about it that way, life seems so limited

34423 - 

all that there is, is just outside and you

34423 - 

the nature the people and you. is that really it?

34423 - 

Yeah, it increases clarity of consciousness, if you're spiritually inclined

34316 - 

Outside of man-made ideology

34316 - 

I suppose

34316 - 

i used to be spiritual. but idk im not feeling anything hese days

34423 - 

I'm spiritually sophistic

34316 - 

If that's even a thing

34316 - 

it could be

34423 - 

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

34426 - 

Break up

34425 - 

Hi red

34316 - 

hi red

34423 - 

and cyan

34423 -