I want to be completely destroyed empty no sense of self anymore

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although i dont tell him

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enough

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others do that so easily

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or my mom

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but im gonna miss

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my dad told me

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i am nothing but flesh with nothing. i am so numb i feel as if i dnt have a personality

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to grow in god

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times will be harder

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i have to fake everything

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sadder

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Ot satrted bleeding sm

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I am constant feeling rage anger everyone treats me like shit

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So fuxking much

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Everything in my body hurts

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uhh

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wghat

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So I am full inside

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yellow where

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i want to tear my chest open

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I am fucking fire

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Nothing wants to bliss my fire and heat

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On my leg

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and throw my intestines everywhere

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I am too fucking full of myself

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uh oh

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Y

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ive never been a good child for anyone

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idk

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Yes u r

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ive struggled like this for ever

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Even tho ot doesnt seem like it

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huh?

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What

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who that?

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ot?

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i threatened tto kill myself in 2nd grade

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Who who?

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i still feel the same

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