But you can never control the purest aspects, the finer things in life

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YELLOW ARE YOU A MALE?

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Enby

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ANY WOMAN WHO BELIEVES IN GOD AND RELIGION...IS A DUMB FUCKTARD

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I like to feel as though I'm being moulded into myself. My authentic self

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That's the illusion of control that keeps me going

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Again, I acknowledge that it's an illusion, but a powerful one

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i am super tired

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green can you just put it on hold for a sec

34423 - 

just be human for a sec

34423 - 

I can only see purple's messages now

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LOL

34316 - 

A tad too theoretical

34316 - 

did you block everyone else lol

34423 - 

No, they blocked me

34316 - 

lol. no . actually there's nobody else here rn

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I turn everything into a philosophy debate

34316 - 

I turn myself into a philosophy debate

34316 - 

no debates please. ive been too sad for 2 days

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I sexually identify as one

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That's actually deep

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Wanna talk about it?

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i have been talking about it. but its like theres a pit in my stomach

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and nothings filling it

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so im just trying to shove whatever i can in it

34423 - 

A lack of meaning

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Lack of fulfilment

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The truth is that there is no objective meaning, I think

34316 - 

Unless you will meaning into existence

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its not like there's missing anything in my life rn 🧿

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Willing meaning into existence is a powerful thing, but it keeps you trapped in a certain identity

34316 - 

but idk why i feel like i have nothing

34423 - 

I suppose you could try to create meaning for yourself

34316 - 

how would i do that

34423 - 

Have you read Man's Search for Meaning, or heard of the book?

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I feel like crying and puking, I just want to let it all out, I feel horrible for doing this, I'm really sorry, I just can't do this anymore, I'm sorry, mummy, I'm sorry, my bestfriend, I'm so sorry

34424 - 

Buy it. Read it.

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i don't think so yellow

34423 - 

It's a biography of a concentration camp survivor who turned the love for his wife (even though he would never see her again) into meaning

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Tragic optimism

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