sometimes you just have to look a little harder, i know life can really suck sometimes but it will always get better and there will always be something good with happiness

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I spent a decade supporting him in his career, and I have nothing to show for it other than a joke of a relationship

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In fact, I think our father is bipolar. I'm not sure yet though since he's never been diagnosed with anything, though I do have the word of a professional that his mother was either schizophrenic or

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Yeah

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that shit does not make you look cool its so not worht getting into

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I suppose so

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rapid cycling bipolar, which could connect to the weird innate issues i have where i've been incredibly antisocial ever since i was a toddler

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alot of peope i know started drugs arounr 10. its normal here

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I feel like i'm in such a strange position. I want to be kind to others but it's so draining and seeing my best friends for more than a few hours per months feels excessive, with some exceptions

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I dont really feel like a person just a mass of flesh

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can you do me a favour cyan and next time you get really down make a list of your favourite things and why you like them

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Oh sure

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DOES SOMEONEE HAVE ANY IDEA

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I feel bad for my sister and I feel guilty that I can never fulfill that need she has for human connection because I can honestly hardly stand it and I know she doesn't have anyone else.

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Im sick of bloody clothes and hiding this from everybody and disgusting wounds

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but I never wanna stop

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i have to go now, goodnight

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stay alive

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Goodnigh! Thanks!

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find your happiness

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i never get a chance to be alone, im always surounded by people. honestly my issue may not be that im surrounded by poeple but rather by those i dislike

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gn green

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ofc 33

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I just now realized how little people call me by my chosen name

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because i've started to suspect my family is a tad dysfunctional

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Which makes sense obvi bc they dont need to refer to me while we're having a conversation

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Bc im the only one theyre talking to

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How is everyone?

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anyone know how to get blood out of clothes?

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Anyways im gonna go listen to epic the musical

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usually bar soap works good but i dont have any rn

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sometimes when i havent heard the voices for a while i go through a strange questioning period as of whether i ever heard voices or if im just makaing stuff up and they come back after that

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its a cycle

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i got a lot of bloody clothes but idk fam

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sry

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np

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I had to get blood off a rusty knife, it was hella annoying

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use oil

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lol ive done that too

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But idk abt clothes

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