i have so much to talk about but i dont want to bother anyone i know or make them think im depressed

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i tried to end it yesterday

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felt like myself for a bit, like everything was going to be fine

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i need to find someone who knows all the relationship things

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but failed

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I told my bsf about my sh by accident

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this might sound very corny, but thats probably a sign that you werent meant to go through with it

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Nobody knows about my sh lmao

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I'm gonna go now

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What's sh?

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Lmao

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im too vain to slef harm tbh

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self harm

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I want talent :( i wanna be good at something :(( and get awards for it and stuff but i literally have none :(((( aaaaasa :(((((((((

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ive always been too paranoid for sh, too afraid that people would find out

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Real white

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also too much of a pussy, dont like pain in general

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i was so good at singing until my voice dropped rip

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Mindset and hard work>talent

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i never drew blood, but i tried. kinda pathetic lol maybe it doesn't count but that was years ago now

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I tried to kms yesterday, and oh goody, I failed.

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im weirdly sensitive to discomfort but dont feel pain as strongly

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u said that already orange

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I dont wanna work some idiotic 9 to 5 😭 ahhhh!!!! Aahhha ahh ahhhhh!!!

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Real white i did that recently

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You might like business, orange

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so what?

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I say might

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Buisness?

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I'm listening.

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bizniz

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if you failed, orange, it probably means that it wasn't meant to happen. Sounds corny but still.

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it would be cool to not have a phobia of death so i could end my misery tbh

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I wanna do something of value regarding music but i also dk jack shit about music and cannot come up with anything original by ear

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Yeah, some people find it more meaningful, but there's a lot of dogma out there

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Idk if that actually matters or not but it makes me sad

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physical pain never really did much for me, ig the hormones dont really kick in or the response is not something that does it for me

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Oh! I'm also in music

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Sorta

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I have intrests in music, fashion and computer...and zero talents or skill in any

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