Masturbating since i was 10

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you got all the achievements sort of

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lmao i’m sorry

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Were too young for this shit

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yeah red

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i’m 13 turning 14 in a few days

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oh oh let me say my milestones

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I used to be a crybaby so i developed a reflex to stop me from crying

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Now i wish i didnt

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never tried to kms but suicidal since 12, saw porn at 11, self harmed first at 10-11

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Ill go too

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honestly after 2020 everything went wrong

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I need to die

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i get that blue

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being abused by my mom made me disassociate a lot

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and well it stuck

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Im 17 its been 6 years

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Sad since 8, first time sh at 10, suicidal for a long time

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The cold steel is like a cold pillow

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I love guns

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Ghist here?

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and it affects my emotional connection to others, now i feel like if my whole family disappeared suddenly i would get over it

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My tag is ghost but idk ghist

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i think something is wrong with my brain

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Life never felt real

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Damn

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exactly

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it’s terrifying

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Literally everything i do indicated i have ocd

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If i cant make it into the military im killing myself

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like imagine you decide to move your finger at some point and then you end up getting assaulted that day

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I dont have anythibg to say i genuinely want to die im just staring at the screen

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i think i have ocd too, red

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and likely autism too

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Cyan, push through it

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my therapist told me about the ocd

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Dont give the voices power

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and my dad told me im likely autistic

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god im sorry

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I feel like some thoughts are a manget and they make me do stuff

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