god im sorry

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I feel like some thoughts are a manget and they make me do stuff

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You are the one giving your thoughts power red

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i really am an attention seeker since im literally listing all the weird traumatizing shit i can think of

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Im pushing with it..i cant get through, because it has been forever and it will always be forever. Theres no happy ending on the other side

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i don’t want to be a narcissist

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ihts

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Its okay green

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What do you think we are all here for green

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Thats what this site is for

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oh

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thank you guys

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you’re all really kind

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Light blue, please just hang on, talk to a trusted friend and distract yourself

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I have nobody

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please hang on, you’re gonna be okay cyan

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Forget it

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Its just another shit night

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imagine life as a sea

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But uts not just thoughts yk, its almost like when ur tired u sleep, when ur being chased u run and when i have these thoughts i do the same

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You can talk to me then cyan

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and you’re riding the waves

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I hope god kills me soon

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and this is just a sharp wave in a thunderstorm

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but if you hang on you will make it

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Its subconscious

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Clear skies ahead cyan

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onto calmer waves in a sunny day

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Childhood abuse and isolation, im only 17 and everything got taken away from me

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I was not a kid nor a teen

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i understand you

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something similar happened to me

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i’m 13

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And i have 8 months to do 2 years of college but im mentally in ruin and suicidal

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you can make it through

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im so sick of it

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imma blowww

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All my trauma is mine and mine alone. I hate it but its true

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wyatt?

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I did all this to myself

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