I can read about history or philosophy if I want

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I stopped caring after having my heart broken by women on many occasions

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Just forced that part out of me

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that's why i gave up on love overall

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I hold such high standards for women now that they can't measure up to

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I'm slowly learning how to be more vulnerable because I don't want to die alone

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I want to die in an orgy

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If I can't die in an orgy, then I'll find a way to immortalize my essence

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Idk, just a random thought that popped into my mind

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Do you like popping pills?

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i have to pop 2 mg of anti Psychotics each night lmao

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Cool. I'd love to get high with you if we can meet in person

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I've always wanted to get high, but still feel an element of repression

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Magic mushrooms appeal to me

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lmao i pop Vyvanse 70 mg on an empty Stomach at 9 am

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Do the anti-psychotics dull down your horniness?

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Or squash it completely?

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no i take em to not get mad all the time

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still hear random voices outside my head calling out to me tho

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i cannot even sleep without them anymore

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no anti psychotics? no sleep for me

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Just ordered one of the most obscene, filthiest books of all time

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120 Days of Sodom

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damn you are bored

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I can't wait

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what it is about anyways>

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Idk, I bought on impulse without reading what it was about because I'm attracted to filthy, rotten, disgusting things

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porn addic?

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I thought of reading Mein Kamf just to fuel my sadomasochism, bondage

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no way bruh lmao

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I'm not addicted to porn. I have other ways of getting off

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Although technically, it is porn

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lemm guess gore?

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oh wait it is that goery porn?

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Bought on impulse. I won't know until I see it

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too much free time?

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Yeah, I want the want the most wretched, vile and obscene books I can find because I'm drawing connections between them

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Yeah

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Influencing the music I make and the art that I create

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looks like im not the only mentally fucked up one in here

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