i might go buy some drinks

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hhi

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i have no close friends and my family is crazt

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hi*

32555 - 

If i kms ppl will still blame me and wonder why i did it

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cause nothing else to do, i have no friends to hangout with

32421 - 

it’s not like anybody would really care

32584 - 

Ppl think i should be fine

21350 - 

I should tbf

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hhh

32555 - 

But im not

21350 - 

fuckfuckfuck whhy do i still feel like this

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You will always matter more then you fan realise

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I just want friends who care and understand

32421 - 

I wanna jump in front of a car

21350 - 

Me to cyan

32421 - 

red no the fuck i will not 💀

32584 - 

My friends feel fake

21350 - 

Yooo chill i aint done nothing wrong to you.

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They aren't? Idk i love them but they feel distant and i make all the effort

21350 - 

I get it cyan

32421 - 

Im just saying you cant know how much you matter in this world yk

23038 - 

They care but they never reach out fisrt or lead the conversation or where we walk

21350 - 

wish i could drink

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Its always me

21350 - 

i have to make all the effort for them to even be there

32421 - 

amd burn away how i think

29181 - 

Me me fucking ms

21350 - 

i got a whole ass friend group in my head

32584 - 

wish i could drink and waste away

29181 - 

Like fs no wonder j feel fake

21350 - 

i get it cyan

32421 - 

i need to find a better coping skill

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Enjoy purp

23038 - 

I hate it because i wasn't bothered before

21350 - 

I loved them, love them still even

21350 - 

Venting works purp

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But yk how do i tell them it feels so fake

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Do they even care?

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k back

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