for my loniliness

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lonliness

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when you're lonely it helps to help others

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i try to

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im not very good at it

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sometimes im the one who needs help

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I work all the time, friends drop plans, whats the point of even staying clean

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ppl know where help is when they want to kill themselves, but sometimes they just need a human

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me too blue

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before when i was a discord "therapist" i would literally have ready messages for specific vents

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because you dont deserve to be experiencing that pain

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like sh, contemplating suicide, all of that stuff

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blue, just know that you have helped others

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i normally just say "im sorry to hear that"

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thats all i know to say

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you say other intelligent things

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Apart of me sh because its pain i inflict on myself, not pain from others its something i have control over idk how to explain

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maybe

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for sure

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thats a good way to say it green

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if you stay clean you have control over minimizing that pain and priding yourself in your abilities to treat yourself right

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ive been clean for a week

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ive lost 3 friends due to them saying i could vent and realizing its too much for tjem

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if i counted right

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a week is a long time, I know!!!

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Also im proud of you for making it a week

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thank you

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it means a lot

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I had a friend I tried to talk to and she said "your feelings are not my responsibility"

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I've never forgotten that

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it always sucks when people say things like that

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I was in a poly relationship and they ghosted me out of nowhere after we were dating for over a year

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to be kind when you can is good

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are my messages visible

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but at the same time i understand

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i see you purple

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and when i reached out to them over feeling ignored i got blocked

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okay thank you just wanted to make sure

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yes, she was right, actually, but it still hurt

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im sorry its my bedtime now

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