ive been clean for a week

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ive lost 3 friends due to them saying i could vent and realizing its too much for tjem

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if i counted right

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a week is a long time, I know!!!

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Also im proud of you for making it a week

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thank you

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it means a lot

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I had a friend I tried to talk to and she said "your feelings are not my responsibility"

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I've never forgotten that

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it always sucks when people say things like that

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I was in a poly relationship and they ghosted me out of nowhere after we were dating for over a year

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to be kind when you can is good

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are my messages visible

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but at the same time i understand

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i see you purple

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and when i reached out to them over feeling ignored i got blocked

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okay thank you just wanted to make sure

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yes, she was right, actually, but it still hurt

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im sorry its my bedtime now

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and then i started talking to another girl a few months later which was last month now she broke things off

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sometimes on here, it's the place to vent in anger and say hateful things and I get that too

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goodnight everyone, i wish you all the best

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cause she realized she couldn’t do relationships and lead me on

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you're right blue, you have two minutes! lol

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g'night blue

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night blue

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my life just sucks,

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id mever wish my life even on my worst enemy

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green, you know you have it in you to make it better

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recently i have had to learn to be more gentle with things and people because.. well, I get pissed off and squeeze things too hard.

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meeting old friends is just awkward expecially when y'all ended on bad terms

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sometimes getting pissed off isn't a bad thing

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Ive been trying so hard to hold friendships and be there for people, but then they turn around and treat me horribly

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they treat you bad, you find new friends. Hard as it may be

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and when you try to get past the awkward shit it will always be ackward

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that's entirely their own fault for being shitty bottom feeders green

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the girl lead me on for 2 months acting like she loved me

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then it's time to let go

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oh shit

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bottom feeders, I like that

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