it's unfair to ppl here though to say you are in the middle of killing yourself and no one can do a damned thing about it

23783 - 

gusto ko na lang mag-inom hanggang mamatay ako haha

27948 - 

they can be on the other side of the world

23783 - 

fr yellow'

27948 - 

i see what you mean yellow

32408 - 

ive talked to many people before and after attempts on here

32408 - 

I'm not discrediting that the person wanted to die

23783 - 

its like what do i do im literally in asia while ur in the us

27948 - 

ive only ever actually helped one person here

32408 - 

after an overdose i told him how to help himself

32408 - 

I can understand that point id never want anyone to feel guilty if i attmpted

32421 - 

you've likely helped more ppl than you know

23783 - 

maybe

32408 - 

ppl lurk and read and they think about what is said, good and bad

23783 - 

i think a pop up that could show up with actually good resources for someone talking about suicide ideation and sh would be nice

6193 - 

i like to be involved on here

32408 - 

even with all of the stuff said on here, you all have helped me out and don't even know it

23783 - 

thats why i come

32408 - 

Im personally thinking about relasping again

32421 - 

for my loniliness

32408 - 

lonliness

32408 - 

when you're lonely it helps to help others

23783 - 

i try to

32408 - 

im not very good at it

32408 - 

sometimes im the one who needs help

32408 - 

I work all the time, friends drop plans, whats the point of even staying clean

32421 - 

ppl know where help is when they want to kill themselves, but sometimes they just need a human

23783 - 

me too blue

23783 - 

before when i was a discord "therapist" i would literally have ready messages for specific vents

27948 - 

because you dont deserve to be experiencing that pain

6193 - 

like sh, contemplating suicide, all of that stuff

27948 - 

blue, just know that you have helped others

23783 - 

i normally just say "im sorry to hear that"

32408 - 

thats all i know to say

32408 - 

you say other intelligent things

23783 - 

Apart of me sh because its pain i inflict on myself, not pain from others its something i have control over idk how to explain

32421 - 

maybe

32408 - 

for sure

23783 - 

thats a good way to say it green

32408 - 

if you stay clean you have control over minimizing that pain and priding yourself in your abilities to treat yourself right

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