It doesn't help that my siblings come into my room every single second to bother me

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i still feel kinda out of control so thats great

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i have more things to worry about than him.

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yellow, you sound frustrated for not being able to express your thoughts as you wanted?

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yes

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I don't know whats wrong with me, but anytime I'm around a lot of people, I get this urge to hit my head against a wall

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its all too much

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.

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But wtv

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I'm really just waiting here for everyone to go to sleep so I can clean

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I know if we get kicked out, we will be homeless

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its like writing a diary. you already inow what happened. why am i recapping over it again yk

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My mom already sais she doesn't care what happens to us after that

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i suddenly dint feel real

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am inreal

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i still think theres something wrong with me

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I literally cleaned the entire house the other day

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coral, yes you are real

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And it's messed back up again

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but i have no way to get a source of help

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and I DEEP cleaned it

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is anything real or is thus all a dream

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but its messed up again

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my parents dont take me seriously

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.

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purple, damn why do they keep messing it up??

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idk

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im gonna go to sleep now. bye.

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they play a lot

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yellow, sleep well

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and my parents never parented them

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so they just throw trash everywhere

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I tried to get them to clean, but they never do

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good night

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im scared

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idk if im real anymore

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I literally stayed up till 4 cleaning, just for it to be messed up again

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purple, they sound so spoiled

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I'm trying not to say I hate my mom, because I love her, but she's such a bad parent

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as in not having manners

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