I fumbled so flippin badly shibal

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being and anxious introvert is the worst you always feel like you’re being an asshole

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mother gf?

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Know that you can hate and love someone at the same time

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an*

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I think only venters are online here right now, no advicers

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If i leave her she'll khs and the blame will fall on me, I just wanted to rest today so i refused her coming over, i cant handle it anymore this awful im trapped i cant sleep anymore i have no free ti

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like ig i leave family gatherings early bc i’m literally not close to any of my family and my social battery runs out

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And I'm a troll, should I leave?

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Eh, nah.

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and this past new years my dad got mad at me bc my sister wanted to leave

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I just need to make it for 1 more week until she'll be sent to boarding school

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he said we’re always trying to go home early and i told him i was fine to stay idk why he was pissed at me

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How old is she purple?

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one of my friends saw scars on my arm that i usually cover up with bracelets and she legit looked concerned for a sec (1/2)

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my sister had a headache so thats why she wanted to leave early

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drop her purple. block all contact. move the fuck on. she sounds stupid as fuck.

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School is tiring enough but whenever im not at school or sports its everyday every second she needs to be with me i haven't had good sleep in weeks, i feel exhausted

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but then she told me "if ur gonna do that to urself, atleast do it on ur legs. no one can see them that way" (2/2)

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She has the reins of my mother I am one secret away from being disowned

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but again i stayed he even asked if i wanted to go home and i said no i was okay then he got mad at me later saying i always go home early

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Ohh, an advicer at last!

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im a minor

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idek know how to react to that 😭

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simply set her up.

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I can't survive on my own where i live

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*adviser

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wdym? coral?

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if she she wont shut the fuck up about suicide she needs help yeah? get her sent on a trip.

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like if i go to a family gathering its a big deal bc i’m a big homebody and like i feel like i can’t avoid my family forever yk so i’ll go once in a blue moon isn’t that enough

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I feel worthless rn bc i just told my crush (who I've fallen for so badly) that i liked him and spilled my feelings out and was telling him how i hope he understood and he was rude and dry abut it

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shes going to boardin school in hawai'i which is 12 hours away from me and 6 hours behind

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just a few more weeks just a few more weeks

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still has a secret to control you though, right?

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guys, one of my friends saw scars on my arms and she genuinely looked concerned for moment but then she legit said "if ur gonna do that atleast do it on ur legs. no one can see it that way"

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idek how to respond to that..

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She doesn't but she's going to figure it out

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What kind of secret makes you that afraid of her?

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I have very conservative parents

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ah youre being anxious then. it hasnt even happened.

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