i feel so bad for my friend he has a crush on me, but he also knows i dont like him back

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i havent had an actual crush in so long,, i feel like ppl just judge based off looks

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same yellow

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my last crush was two years ago, and i barely felt attraction to him

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is it weird the two guys who both liked me have the same name

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oh

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maybe ur ace?

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idk

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Hello

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it was literally in like 2nd grade why tf do i remember

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hi red

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I hate how hard it is to die no matter how many years I suffered without relief i always fucking survive

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I hate being so safe

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sorry purple

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one day you'll make it out

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One day. 27 years

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chat is it normal to have a (_platonic_!!) crush on ur teacher bc shes like a mother figure

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i havent got normal sleep in so long

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if im lucky 7 hours at max

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usually 6 hours tho

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ofc green mommy issues are perfectly normal

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ok

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Platonic sure

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i suffered since I remember Ithink when I was 4 or 5 hears old. Can’t feel any positive emotions since that either

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Emphasis on platonic

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ye its definitely platonic

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Then it's not a crush

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More like admiration

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oh yeah

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Just constant suffering and lower suffering. And when lucky neutral. Never positive

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is it normal to be holding a sharp pencil and then just feel the urge to stab urself

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ive never really been able to remember the word for that

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Intrusive thoughts are not your thoughts

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not intrusive, i actually do it?

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more like sh thoughts

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idk

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well thats not really normal

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dang

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Reject the thought and move on

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i wish it was that easy

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