i dont like being seen as weak

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Also my mom doesn't have a job

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she hasn't had a job in years

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coral, are you okay, are you still having a panic attack?

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konda

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my head hurts

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So I feel like she should be helping us clean since we bring money home

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Also

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im tired of feeling like this

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She's going to her boyfriends house tonight

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And she brought 2 little kids home for us to watch for her

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it can go months without anger attacks but it feels like they last forever

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she said she would babysit our cousins, but she's leaving them for us to watch while she goes with her bf

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And she brought them over in the middle of us cleaning

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.

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odk whst robsay

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I got a little overwhelmed and just went to my room and came on here

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Trying not to cry

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please

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Its hard to clean when people, especially little kids, and running around messing it up right behind me

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purple, i got you, and you can cry, since that sounds very stressful

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but I can't keep it clean long enough without my siblings ruining it again

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I can't cry

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I don't have a door, and I share a room

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itd over bit my heart is still racing like hell

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hi

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My dad broke all of the doors in the house, then left to live with his gf

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I haven't had a door in years

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im sorry

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im so sorry

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I really do want to cry tho

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i didnt mean to hurt him

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I actually haven't cried in years, but right now I want to cry

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Also

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i just wanted to tell him how i feel

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coral, im glad, please do drink water

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this isnt fun

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I'm going to be a freshman in a few days

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ok

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