I hate being me I wish I could lose myself

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blue, yeah anger is definitely an overwhelming emotion

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And my mom constantly tells me that im just sensitive

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Gehdjsjjdjd yeah thats it

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cyan, well, idk your exact situation, but i dislike people who say people are sensitive

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Thank u for listening lmao

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Omg thank u red

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since, what would you know

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Even if you are sensitive that is not a excuse for them to treat you badly

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blue, yes completely agree

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Arghhghghfhfhf oh well

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I want to be anyone else in the universe but me

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i made a new friend, he reminds me of my ex

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blue, it seems you have a lot of pent up self hatred

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Self hatred? No I love myself to much

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it feels really comforting though. this isnt something i should let myself be pulled into but what harm could a try do? i could make it go right for once

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That is why I don’t want to be me it is just constant suffering

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Fr

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I hate my sense of entitlement I hate being obsessed with getting what I deserve.

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blue, i would hope you do

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hi

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Wish I could convince myself I am not a good person lik they said I am

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Because saying I am a bad person definetaly doesn’t work

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No youre a good person

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Yeah until I vent about my feelings of injustice then people fucking attack me

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blue, so you personally think you are narcissistic?

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Yeah apparently I have narcissistic personality disorder even if I am never diagnosed

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i wish i could tell my parents how i felt about them, and the thing is theyre not even that bad, i have so much pent up anger against them and i dont have an outlet for my anger

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I actually got stuff done today

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so i keep snapping at my sister and cousin and they dont even deserve it

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blue, i dont think u deserve that much attack for an opinon

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and i feel like i would be a better parent than my own

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People don’t know what it is like to have npd and then they call them manipulative and shit. I just want to fucking die k

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Nothing that will get me anywhere in life, but it's better than not doing anything at all

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purple, yess, im very proud

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And then these idiot who said if you vent about injustice you don’t have morals they said

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Thank you, red

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and i just feel stuck, like i have to wait years until i can speak freely towards my parents

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