I can't cry

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I don't have a door, and I share a room

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itd over bit my heart is still racing like hell

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hi

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My dad broke all of the doors in the house, then left to live with his gf

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I haven't had a door in years

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im sorry

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im so sorry

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I really do want to cry tho

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i didnt mean to hurt him

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I actually haven't cried in years, but right now I want to cry

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Also

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i just wanted to tell him how i feel

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coral, im glad, please do drink water

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this isnt fun

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I'm going to be a freshman in a few days

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ok

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purple we same age

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But my mom never registered me for school, so I don't know what is going to happen

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i started 2 days ago

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she said she would do it monday, but thats supposed ot be the first day

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purple, damn, not having privacy is tough

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Idk nobody has privacy here

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i feel better now

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im not crying anymore

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i just feel guilty now

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It doesn't help that my siblings come into my room every single second to bother me

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i still feel kinda out of control so thats great

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i have more things to worry about than him.

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yellow, you sound frustrated for not being able to express your thoughts as you wanted?

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yes

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I don't know whats wrong with me, but anytime I'm around a lot of people, I get this urge to hit my head against a wall

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its all too much

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.

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But wtv

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I'm really just waiting here for everyone to go to sleep so I can clean

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I know if we get kicked out, we will be homeless

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its like writing a diary. you already inow what happened. why am i recapping over it again yk

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My mom already sais she doesn't care what happens to us after that

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i suddenly dint feel real

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