So this year we got a new band director, and we got a new stand tune rosay

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i learned that a longgg time ago

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purple that is very true, mental health is not black and white, theres a shade of gray in everything

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psychotic depression and schizoaffective disorder seem pretty similar, though im certainly not an expert

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good things do exist and you have to grab those things up

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stand tune today* well yesterday

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good things barely last

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hold on to them when things are not so good

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that's true, they don't last

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not so good is every day

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yellow, seems like you've gone through a lot

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I just think anout thise two the most because the numbness in then paired with the wxperience of hallucinations but not necessarily delusions reminds me of my experience

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And sometimes we have chants for our songs and my band director asked for suggestions for a new chant for the song

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being clean is impossible but at this point idgaf unless someone can tell which they cant

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they usually heal within 2 hrs anyways

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a therapist would tell you to start a grateful list. Things you are grateful for

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Some tuba player suggested Yes King

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i dont want to go to a therapist

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And the band director was like I love that thats so unique

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It was a suggestion- the grateful list

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i tried that but it didnt rlly work out well

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things you are glad you have

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Little does he know its a reference to gay porn

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do you ever wonder what life was like if you didnt mess up

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a roof over your head, food, clothes, things like that

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I also dont like how normal it is to ask one’s sexuality though TO BE FAIR that’s just because I hate giving out personal information in certain categories and my friends keep pestering me anout it,

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Every day, yellow.

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thinking about that just makes me feel more guilty, like i dont deserve to be so ungrateful and depressed

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ive got no problem with others being open anout it but the fact that mine is such a question bothers me because i dont even know or really care

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many times I think I chose the wrong fork in the road

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were basically going to be reciting gay porn every friday. im not telling my band director that its from gay porn

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yeah

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yellow, running it under tap water helps with preventing infection and then wiping it with clean tissue and making it air dry. If you have to hide it, make sure to wrap it with clean tissue.

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if my younger self saw me she'd be so dissapointed lmao

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Like srsly no one needs to know??? Unless im interested?? Which is very unlikely since i generally dont even like to be around those i like the most

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welp my dreams were already crushed anyways :D

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I believe in karma and ask myself what I did to have such bad karma sometimes

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hi

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i dont think i have to, bc only a little bit of skin comes off

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is rie still here

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