i hate that i saud that to him

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yellow, i could see you're denying everything about yourself

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what do you mean

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sammit

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while i don't know what happened, i don't think you deserve that much self-hatred

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i feel helpless

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please

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I have an inspection tomorrow, and me and my older sister are the only ones cleaning. And we've been cleaning and re cleaning because my younger sibligns are messing everything up the moment we clean

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why wont it go away

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it

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I hope when I re clean, they don't mess it up so quick

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i camt brwathe

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I should be cleaning now, but I feel like I may start crying or something so I'm just going to calm down first

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why dont my parents care

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But I feel like my mom should be helping us clean

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please i need them to take me seriously

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purple, i hope u don't encounter them anymore

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i need help

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why wont they

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Because like, I get that my younger siblings are the ones messing stuff up, but shes our parent, so I kinda feel like we need help

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thats the only reason they took me last time

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especially since the ones who mess it up dont help clean it

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om js giinna chat bc ots thr obly thing keeping me griunded

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i dont like being seen as weak

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.

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Also my mom doesn't have a job

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she hasn't had a job in years

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coral, are you okay, are you still having a panic attack?

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konda

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my head hurts

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So I feel like she should be helping us clean since we bring money home

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Also

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im tired of feeling like this

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She's going to her boyfriends house tonight

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And she brought 2 little kids home for us to watch for her

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it can go months without anger attacks but it feels like they last forever

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she said she would babysit our cousins, but she's leaving them for us to watch while she goes with her bf

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And she brought them over in the middle of us cleaning

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odk whst robsay

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