Bye ghist! -Spade

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You're a rock, spade?

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U too+ -Spade

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its nice to know sm1 be4 this became a crapsite-ghist

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cya-ghist

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Gems are rock minerals.

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Bye! -Spade

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My real name is Krystal lol -Spade

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It's been 4 years, this site never became a shitsite.

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Ohh, krystal is such a beautiful name!

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I mean whatever tho cause i got a chann useing ny real name

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So what does it matter if its on here lol -Spade

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Wish I wasn’t so sensitive it is constant pain wish instead of people treating me like shit for it they felt what it was like to be truly sensitive

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Yea im glad the ventscape community has stayed togther and not like broken -Spade

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guys i've been clean for like idk how long(i dont keep track 😭) but i have to urge to start sh again bc for some reason i want it to scar and i want some1 to notice

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I've known this site for 4 years.

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Yes, spade.

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im not doing it for attention either but idk why its like this

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Cyan if u want i can suggest some apps that help with it, i used to use them -Spade

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Or some that distract -Spade

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i would get an app, but my parents can see every app i have so if they see smth like that theyll know 🥲

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Constant suffering. So much pain it burns so much. I wish someone had enough empathy to end my constant suffering I suffered for years. I am not even allowed to end myself because of these regulations

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Break the walls, Neal.fun, take me to a random website (it will somtimes take u to fun games or stress relivers)

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Oh these are all websites that i typed in -Spade

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Spade*

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Fatal to the flesh somtimes can be good or helpful it depends but it can also be very rriggerin

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Triggering* -Spare

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ty

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Wish I could be at a place completely secluded of humans so I can have the ultimate freedom everyone denies me so I can finally rest

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Np! -Spade

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But they are everywhere lacking empathy and making me suffer and I can’t even die when I want

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also ik this is rlly bad, but sh has js kinda become a normal to me now. Like im used to it hurting or smth like that??

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Spade have you been online often this year? I haven't seen you much this year.

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Yea i get that, it can also be though to get out of the habbit but i suggest if u get sad or like wanna do it try to distract urself, like ripping or crumpling paper or newspaper -Spade

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Wish I could just feel sad like a normal person and convince myself I am evil

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I have, or recebtly ive been trying -Spade

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Instead of always feeling constant rage and anger

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Recently*

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i might try that, ty!

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Bye.

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