purple,yeah its not wrong to feel contradicting emotions to someone

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There's new therapies coming out and old therapies

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like last time

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maybe lower if i get to it

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ECT?

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idk

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I mean im just confused man

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Electroconvulsive therapy? Tried it?

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Ect i mean and other stuff

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green, isn't that too low? idk your age, but,

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i work out like once a week and i still lose

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do i want to feel bad for myself because hallucinations are the only objective form of mental issue i can claim is beyond my control?

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Yeah it is, red

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its only a kg lower than what i should be

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It is a abreviation

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Probably

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I'm 45 kg at 17.

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For extreme resistance, they're using ketamine now and it has really good results

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I'm underweight according to bmi.

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im minimum supposed to be 48, 47 isnt bad

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when i was like that last time i really liked it too

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So i just ask my doctor for ketamin?

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normal people are underweight all of the time anyway

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purple, i do think its valid to think that way, definitely not shameful

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just because i do it on purpose doesnt really make it bad

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You ask about ketamine treatment.

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They don't just hand it to you

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ill eat like 1000 calories a day

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instead of 500

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normal

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and im only working out once a week it isnt anorexia

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and i understand it stems form a lacj of acknowledgement of my own issues when i was younger, but at the same time

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They can do IV or they have nasal. IV appears to work better

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my doctor probably wont notice anyway

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read up on it really well

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i have to have a really big dinner now

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Alright

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Does anyone know if my meds can kill me

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green, okay, I'll trust you, just make sure you won't have any complications

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its pathetic to need acknowledgement from others for me own issues, theres no pount in it, in not eceb seeking attention of others, just of myself

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