I hate to admit it but Im jealous of my friends

30607 - 

what do you do in therapy because i maby getting therapy -m

636 - 

they have so many friends of their own and I only have them

30607 - 

I felt like a burden for constantly sitting down and not wanting to walk around, for complaining about being in pain

13793 - 

Its so easy for them to socialize but it takes ages for me to become someones friend

30607 - 

Luckyyy, I want therapy - ross

31280 - 

Hopefully therapy goes good for you if you get it

31712 - 

i am a bit scared tbh -m

636 - 

I wish I had any mobility aids but it's too embarrassing to ask. I feel like I'm too young to be in so much pain

13793 - 

Literally no one ever makes an effort to talk to me at school

30607 - 

Same cyan i constantly fear im too strange and peculiar to make irl friends

31712 - 

Or online ones tbh

31712 - 

I always have to be the one to start everything

30607 - 

THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT

31723 - 

I'm just going to ask my mom if she'll take me to the doctor when she comes back from her trip

13793 - 

And i hate to admit it as well but i think one of my friends are annoying

30607 - 

I MEAN THIS IS LITERALLY WHAT I ALWAYS TALK ABOUT

31723 - 

...Maybe a few days after

13793 - 

She laughs so loud like shut up

30607 - 

because i dont like talking to a person -m

636 - 

Well young or not, your pain matters purple - ross

31280 - 

Thanks, ross

13793 - 

All of my other two (2) friends are normal and go outside

31712 - 

Yw - ross

31280 - 

Shes so loud for no reason and she always acts goofy

30607 - 

i dont know why it bothers me so much

30607 - 

To an extent idk one watches gore

31712 - 

but it does and i hate it

30607 - 

for some reason I want to be better than her

30607 - 

I sorta just realized some people are at a 0 on the pain scale (the 0-10 thing) EVERY DAY unless they get actually injured

13793 - 

if she shows the slightest improvement in something I panic and try to be better at it before her

30607 - 

On a scale of 0-10, I'm constantly at a 4- and those are on the good days

13793 - 

I hate her laugh and her voice

30607 - 

Currently at a 6 and pain meds do nothing for me

13793 - 

and honestly if I had a choice I dont want to feel like this

30607 - 

I THOUGHT ITS NOT MAKING ME FEEL GOOD

31723 - 

but I just do and it cant be helped

30607 - 

and the only reson i am getting therapy is because i have like a holl list of mentel isuuse :( -m

636 - 

YEA I WAS WRONG BOUT MAKING IT GENERAL THO

31723 - 

ITS JUST ACTUALLY THIS

31723 -