it's worth giving it a try. maybe you don't believe in it because you don't know enough about it

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theraply doesnt seem like an option, ivw tried similar things and all ige ever gotten was threats theyre gunna lovk me up or put me in some mental plance

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He had a work accident. Broke some bones and needed stiching he will undergo surgery soon

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loony bin ass

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similar things like what?

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i'm sorrry about that green

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Green hnag in there im sorry mate

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Thanks... I hope for whatever reason youre here that it will become better

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similat things like social workers ans teavhers and other adults

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thank you, i'm sure it'll be okay green

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they all fucked me over hard

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therapy is a little different tho

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i don't know what to suggest you then

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They will send me to prison if im honest thats what im scared of, its ok ty for listening mate

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i don't think they're allowed to say anything of what you say to other people

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as long as it's not something really bad you already did (and that the police knows nothing about)

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they can't tell your thoughts to anyone, they can't put you in prison if you're honest to a therapist

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you're trying to solve the problem, that is already a lot

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What if i tell them i struggle with pedophilic thoughts..

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its acary to sdmit that so pls dont judge ik ok ik

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as long as they're thoughts, and not things you did, they can't tell anyone

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i won't judge you, i know it's not something you can control

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Ty, i was secyally abused as a chikd and been havinh these thiughts since i was 15 it makes me hate myself so much

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maybe ill try anonomys therapy online like this shi

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but you do understand, that if you don't get help now, and face your fears about being honest about it to someone, it could become worse?

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Tru

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i'm very sorry about your abuse

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it must have been very hard

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Ill be okay

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you have to choose between your thoughts getting worse, and possibly becoming horrible actions, and facing the situation even if there are risks

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i really hope you'll be

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yeah youre right

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i can see that you're a good person. none of this is your fault

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thx cyan

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u a real one

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the fact that you want to change it already tells a lot. you're young, you can still change it

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choose wisely, even if it's scary, it's for the better

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for you, and for other people

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so yeah, maybe try therapy online. not things like these sites, but actual sites with actual therapists

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start with that, to get the courage

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