and hes a guy.

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ive never even been on a date even

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but hes my bsf, and i dont wanna get rid of that

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ive been rejected a few times

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when i had insomnia episodes, it helped me to go outside when its sunny out

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i kissed a girl once, right outside of school, and thats it. No dating

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because of circadian rhythms rely on sunlight

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Oh

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i think im just insecure and until i have a partner im not gonna believe im attractive in any way

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were here for you, green

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if someone can love me regardless of me being ugly and having some quirks i think id die from happiness

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you shouldn't need a partner to know you're attractive, and even then attractiveness does not equal self worth

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Like ik my ex and i dont havevanything to so with eachothervanymore

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but it feels wrong

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i want to escape this

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im just so fucking awkward

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i jate this life

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Hate*

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because his bsf and i stayed on touch and now this man is at my apartment once a week, we hit the gym, we go on rides together

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i have to leave my house in 6 hours. I havent slept, snd i have school. i didnt think id be like this only when im 14

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im at the point where i keep having dreams about dating my friends

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and i dont like it

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same green

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i feel like im so desperate

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i think, it jappens to me bc of my lonliness

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Hi

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and for me, its a way to cope. But i hate it. I absolutely hate it

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its not even like i dont have a good amount of friends or anything idk whats wrong with me

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Hiii

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Wsg wsg

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hi tea

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teal

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have y'all drank water

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because drinking water can help

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yeah my bottle is next to my bed

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no. not for a while red

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i feel like im going to pass out

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i try to say hydrated

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Damn i realised i didn't have water since morning not even a sip it's like afternoon now

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i just feel like shit anyways

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