but it feels wrong

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i want to escape this

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im just so fucking awkward

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i jate this life

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Hate*

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because his bsf and i stayed on touch and now this man is at my apartment once a week, we hit the gym, we go on rides together

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i have to leave my house in 6 hours. I havent slept, snd i have school. i didnt think id be like this only when im 14

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im at the point where i keep having dreams about dating my friends

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and i dont like it

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same green

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i feel like im so desperate

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i think, it jappens to me bc of my lonliness

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Hi

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and for me, its a way to cope. But i hate it. I absolutely hate it

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its not even like i dont have a good amount of friends or anything idk whats wrong with me

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Hiii

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Wsg wsg

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hi tea

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teal

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have y'all drank water

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because drinking water can help

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yeah my bottle is next to my bed

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no. not for a while red

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i feel like im going to pass out

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i try to say hydrated

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Damn i realised i didn't have water since morning not even a sip it's like afternoon now

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i just feel like shit anyways

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i do sh to cope sometimes. i try to stop, but i just cant

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its like, i cant. And idk why

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.

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i used to self harm i totally get it

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Hellow blue

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if i looked in the mirror and felt really bad about myself that was my go to

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or if i bombed a test

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self harming is a addiction and its hard to stop without professional help

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same. And i dont know to stop

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Nvm blue ignored me :(

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i only stopped because i had a big transitional period in my life that kinda forced me to stop

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they might be on another tab cyan

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Lol im jk

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