would it even kill me. or wpuld i just puke my guts out

30577 - 

Probably not. You might survive and end up worse off

21336 - 

Eith what

30568 - 

Blue try stopping drugs are ur worst enemy

30576 - 

I heard its not fun

21336 - 

man

30577 - 

I know. But nothing is comfortinf as thay

30568 - 

doesnt sound fun either

30577 - 

Try cooking

30576 - 

i want to stop but i have nothing else that mwans enough to stop

30568 - 

Yeah i agree

21336 - 

maybe it’ll do permanent damage than anything good

30577 - 

I understand I struggle with selfharm

30576 - 

I wish i was white tbh. I want to end my life around 30 if I'm still single and can't pull any guys

21336 - 

I remember how many times i puked my guts out because i took to much ecstasy or speed, i felt like the worst scum of the earth that i had to comfort myself in this ugly way

30568 - 

Blue im sorry

30576 - 

I am also on ssris so i probably shouldnt be dling all that

30568 - 

but i just wqnt to fill the void

30568 - 

Try not to believe its not worth it

30576 - 

I hope Katie Greb dies. She made my life painful

21336 - 

Each day im losing my hope, one day i plan on turning my life around the next im planning suicise

30568 - 

I had 2 attempts

30576 - 

Im kms tomorrow

30576 - 

I dont support self doagnosing but i believe i mjght have bpd, i dont feel like typing out all the reqsons now, in a few days im going to a psychiratist again to see

30568 - 

if i qm alive by then

30568 - 

Disordwrs run in my family

30568 - 

My dad lost his life to qlcohol

30568 - 

hes alive, but got nothing

30568 - 

That's it Bye

30310 - 

i am filled with dread because i am the same aa him

30568 - 

even worse

30568 - 

thwn him

30568 - 

Blue stay strong

30576 - 

I dont wqnt to

30568 - 

as ur body inflates with hot gas

29086 - 

I dont wanna be atrong i want to be loved and held

30568 - 

Imagine ur younger self looking at u rn

30576 - 

i am really going to end it soon i cant handle this emptiness anymoew

30568 - 

Its like a blqck hole

30568 - 

U can do it blue dont give up too soon would u want to lean ur mum to ur alcoholic father?

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