girl got me seeking higher education

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thats why you should tell her yellow

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girl got me passing science

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Death will just be nothingness man, an escape from all this

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girl got me reading intro to philosophy of law

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Im struggling communicating properly with a crush

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yello got me flattered

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Its so over

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you dont know that for sure tho coral

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and just nothing for the rest of eternity doesn't sound lonely?

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My consciousness will be gone so it wont matter

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But then you

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lmao

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Then you’ll never have experienced any of it

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you wont remember being in pain

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so what was the point of dying

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And like if im going to be lonely for the next 50 years of this life, might as well be lonely in a new spectral form or whatever

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your body will be gone maybe the consciousness stays

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its the only thing that stays

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but that means you still have 50 years for things to get better

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Huhhh

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Its ginna sound wierd but the biggest motive for me not to kms was just in case

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it doesn't get better if it ends

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purple take my consiciouness with u

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like lets live for another week just in case something good happens

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lmao nah i get it yellow same

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Then im just doomed for eternal isolation then, if death doesnt present any kind of escape

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idk how to do that cyan

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Hi

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then why take the chance coral

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If i died rn my friends would freak out and i ruin their finals

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so i cant die

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and id ruin my mothers life

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id do it just to spite my mom lmao

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Just call me a cynic i guess, ive lived enough and cant see a world where things get all that much better

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summary

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Regardless of wether i want to be here or not my existence spares others the pain of loosing me

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but you can never be sure

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tldr

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You are my fire

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