Yeah?

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U there?

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Hi

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What ya in here for!

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Idk, I want to vent, but I feel lame haha, wbu?

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I came here only to realize others are in much worse shape

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Heh

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so what if they are

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Are you same blue?

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Doubt it with that tone

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I glistened and gleamed for a while back then it seemed, i would go on forever in my prime

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Purps gone

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It’s hard to feel validated when there’s people out there suffering way more

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I feel that

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The urge came back, not as bad as before though-aki

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For me its like whatever others went through ive been through

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you'll never feel validated if you keep denying yourself the right to be

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If i could just go to sleep-aki

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So i rather focus on that than my advanced shit loo

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Yeah

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there will always be someone suffering more. It doesn't mean you aren't suffering

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My memory fades as my circuitry degrades it gets harder and harder to recall

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Red, tbh, I just feel like i cant be helped so i just help

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and it could be your deepest suffering

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helping others is a good way to help yourself

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Better than nothing

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I was the hope on the horizon, but now im realizing im a giant who's about to fall

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Purp?

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Yeah, but the thing is when u let urself down bcuz ur helping others

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better than might be realized

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The only time i dont feel the urge is when im asleep -aki

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you might not be letting yourself down as much as you think

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Im pretty confident in my ability to be of service

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How come red?

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you can learn from advice you give others and feedback from that as weill

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*well

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it also gives you purpose

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You can vicariously live through that persons problem and problem solving and apply to yourself

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Gwah

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a feeling of being needed, even if just for a few minutes

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