i wish my mental health only hurt my mental and not my physical -k

it's giving me physical fucking pain now -k

i'm so fucking disgusting -k

i don't wanna be here anymore -k

sometimes i accept it, sometimes i fight -k

sometimes i wonder, sometimes i yearn. -k

it is for everyone else, not me -k

everything just isn't -k

because it's a fucking reminder everything's not okay -k

haunts me -k

the fact that i'm living -k

but then -k

i just want everything to be okay -k

not the one people spare for me -k

it's so cold. i wish i could get the comfort i need -k

i hate my everything -k

i hate my face, i hate my hair -k

i hate my skin, i hate my body -k

that's why i'm always wearing long sleeves and pants most of the time -k

no matter how hot it is, it's always cold -k

and it's always fucking cold -k

i don't, i hate it -k

i don't like being here -k

i hate being alive, simple as that -k

i know my day barely started, but pretty shitty -k

pretty shitty -k

lmao -k

OH it's you from earlier -k

hi purple -k

me too yellow -k

hey guys -karoshi (k)

i'm sorry T~T -k

i'll be back though -k

i'm forced to eat -k

i have to go -k

i'm sorry -k

uhm my day is shitty -k

i have no idea i'm sorry -k

hi -k

hey guys -karoshi (k)