I have no inherent personality. Solely specks of what was, and will never be again.

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I grasp at embers before ever reaching the fire.

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jeezzz - THEODORE

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Oh my, oh my

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I wonder if that will ever change.

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i hope it gets better for u and me too - oug

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Also, castiel, my fixations are bungou stray dogs, greek mythology, classical lit, spn, dsmp, and poetry - Niki

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my wrist still hurts - THEODORE

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Wont you stay with me, my darling?

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Not dsmp anymore actually - Niki

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I know what I am.

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I can grasp it subtly, however not wholly.

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i wish i was a real boy, i wish i could be seen as a real boy, but ill be seen as theri daughter and ill be seen as copying in my trans brothers steps and not being myself. - Sam/castiel/gabe

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I repeat these affirmations to myself in hopes that I will believe it.

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idk what to do anymore everything fucking sucks. i feel like i’m in a hole that i cant climb out of and every time i get close i fall right back down or that and

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But, the only one I cannot deceive is myself.

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And that is a pitiable flaw, one I have to bear the gallows of.

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awww sam:( - THEODORE

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it feels like ants are crawling in my skin

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ive copied my whole life, and have been pointed out for it so many times. - Sam/castiel/gabe

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wait can u guys plz keep nicknames , the stories get confusing - oug

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green is smort

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Im sorr castiel *hug* - Niki

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or that rats are running in my stomach

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Whoa did Ventscape change?

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yeah i got you oug dw - Niki

99699 - 

ventscape didnt change, you changed..

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and crying doesnt solve anything but all i can do is cry

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that was deep - THEODORE

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Wait why do I have a color but you don't? I just got here

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I still remember the first case. Gareth Williams, if that’s how you spell it.

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He was found in a suitcase. His death was clean, deliberate.

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i wish i wasnt him, i wish i was me, i dont think i can tell them how hard ive cried because of this, i dont know how they will look at me - Sam/castiel/gabe

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All the things you’d expect of an agency.

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It's given out based on who messages first when a color is available, not who is here earliest

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im the only daughter left. - Sam/castiel/gabe

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An assassin, moreover.

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woah this is getting creepy - oug

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you got lucky coral!

99034 - 

Oh really? I guess that makes sense

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