im a published poet at 16 but he'll only know through a facebook post and it hurts knowing that - Niki

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lets make a group chat on insta - THEODORE

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As I tear and gnaw at my skin, one day, I will set myself free.

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Whenever that day is.

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I actually wanted to try bangs once but I literally got this haircut because I am taking my school ID picture soon and now I'll have bangs in them

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There are people in the world who never get to explore the places they longed to go.

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I want my dad to love me again even if iy gets me hurt - Niki

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That will not be me. Never. Once I free myself, I will explore.

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What's worse is that I'm starting a new school and most people's first impression of me will be with bangs when I've never had them before and don't plan to keep them

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i know he does but i want gk hear him say it - Niki

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i hate him - Niki

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I will venture of unheard places for years and years as my flesh begins to rot, as my bones give up on me.

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lets make groupchat on insta - THEODORE

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i cl aw at my skin, maybe one day ill get to the wires underneath - Sam/castiel/gabe

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Anyways I miss having my forehead free, how do people handle bangs?

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hey niki u seem like a really nice person; yesterday we made a discord gc, u wanna join? - oug

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goddamnit the lighter is broken

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And I won’t stop until I complete it.

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hopefuly - Sam/castiel/gabe

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thetdore we have a gc on discord - oug

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Until I find that missing piece.

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I cnat have dicord, im sorr - Niki

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awww - THEODORE

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my mom saod i cant - Niki

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it's alr - oug

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Then, and only then, will I die.

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lol same - Sam/castiel/gabe

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Well at least I look okay...got a lot of compliments from my family but maybe they were being nice because my friends had mixed opinions

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Thankyou for the virtual hug btw - Niki

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Oh well see you all! It was nice being coral

99988 - 

I wonder what I come on here for.

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bye corla take care - Niki

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some of you have really controlling parents, sucks - oug

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im on bensDRIL

93378 - 

Mostly to ramble about whatever I can, though there are moments I simply come to speak.

99985 - 

To speak of what is.

99985 - 

It’s there, I feel its presence. But I don’t embody it.

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i get compliments but they are all "such a PRETTY GIRL" and "you'd look so PRETTY in that DRESS" but im not that, i wish i was seen as anything but that, i wish i wasnt born like this - Sam/castiel/gabe

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,an now imn gettingf aleepy

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my family abusing me mentallly and physical since i was 5 yrs old and now im activeee suical ,yey what a happy family - THEODORE

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