their*

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i wish i didnt have to pretend to be a girl. - Sam/castiel/gabe

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Imma vent as well actually. Im tired of not remembering. I hate my father but i miss him. He tool away my sibikings and manipulated me till i was 13 - Niki

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I got my haircut yesterday and due to a communication mishap I now have bangs for pretty much the first time ever

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Apparently I had them as a baby but I don't count that

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oh thts said niki - oug

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On these blue moons I ask myself what I am.

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he said i was a bad daughter and i agreee that i am but hes a bad father - Niki

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*sad - oug

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I pray that one day I’ll receive a response.

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immidiete hugs to you niki bc ur so kind and supportive to everyone else and deserve it* - Sam/castiel/gabe

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i want ti break no contact with me - Niki

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i just wanna relaps e

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wi th him - Niki

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Having bangs feels so off

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we love u sam - THEODORE

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This pit which has swallowed me whole.

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Anyone here have any advice on growing them out?

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i want to show him the poem i published and i want him t be proud of me - Niki

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Digging out. Clawing out.

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ty theodore - Sam/castiel/gabe

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oh thts so sweet niki - oug

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i wanna die but i also wanna live

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As the flesh I once wore is embedded beneath my nails, the one I truly am will hopefully escape.

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idk why i still feel like i should stay alive but i’m trying to hold onto it

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im a published poet at 16 but he'll only know through a facebook post and it hurts knowing that - Niki

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lets make a group chat on insta - THEODORE

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As I tear and gnaw at my skin, one day, I will set myself free.

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Whenever that day is.

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I actually wanted to try bangs once but I literally got this haircut because I am taking my school ID picture soon and now I'll have bangs in them

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There are people in the world who never get to explore the places they longed to go.

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I want my dad to love me again even if iy gets me hurt - Niki

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That will not be me. Never. Once I free myself, I will explore.

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What's worse is that I'm starting a new school and most people's first impression of me will be with bangs when I've never had them before and don't plan to keep them

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i know he does but i want gk hear him say it - Niki

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i hate him - Niki

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I will venture of unheard places for years and years as my flesh begins to rot, as my bones give up on me.

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lets make groupchat on insta - THEODORE

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i cl aw at my skin, maybe one day ill get to the wires underneath - Sam/castiel/gabe

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Anyways I miss having my forehead free, how do people handle bangs?

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