sometimes i just wish there was a button that i could press that would kill me

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I dont know

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but its not that easy

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Im jelous of people with good mental health - Bentleigh

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its honestly the only reason im still here, cause its not that easy

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Guys i might have to go for a min idk if ill still be in this server then i hope so but like if not then ily guys it was SO nice talking to yall

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I kinda miss him

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White youre so real

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My grandma loves guru johnson

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bye yellow thank you so much you're such a sweetheart i hope you get back <3

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Oh purple im so sorry u feel that way it truly sucks - Iris

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I dont know why

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i just dont know how to tell my therapist

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I want to die - Bentleigh

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I miss him even i removed him April

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do i just sit down and blurt out "hey i carve open my thighs every night, wanna see?"

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Do u find it easier to write things down purple - Iris

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I dont know why he is coming back into my mind again

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yeah ig writing is easier, but im just scared of peoples reactions

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hes asking me stuff i cant fucking answer

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what if my therapist doesnt believe me? what if she cant help me? im not there for depression

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If u want to write a note saying how u feel to get it across - Iris

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i have our last session thursday, i convinced her im healthy

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Should i get help? - Bentleigh

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If ur therapist doesnt believe u they arent a good therapist , please tell her the truth - Iris

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i might get a therapist without my parents knowing

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therapy shouldnt be about convincing people youre okay

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Bentleigh if u can talk to someone , that can help u massivelt - Iris

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get a different therapist if you cant trust the one you have

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i dont know how to tell her

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she's so fucking annoying

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you literally dont even have to tell them

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Please distract me i need distraction

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Maybe trying a different therapist may help if thats an option - Iris

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White ru ok - Iris

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she told me that if i really have panic attacks i should just get one right now so she can teach me how to stop them

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Talk to me - Iris

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so i told her wtf no i cant control them

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What does it mean when you wake up and see black? - Bentleigh

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and she said iwas faking

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