why is blue yelling so delayed

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idk.

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im sorry king

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my suicidal thoughts keep getting louder and louder i dont feel like ill reach 18...

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why does venting to nobody actually make one feel better

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I imagine life without people and I feel peaceful

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one of lifes greatest mysteries

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We are God’s greatest mistake

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ur right we are

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red, because its like a diary. to get out whatever shit is going on

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this whole situation keeps fucking with me

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diaries are strange too

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I wish I was never born

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they work so well

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I hate being alive

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real

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I hate breathing and eating and existing

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my eyes are red becuase of all the crying

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for real red

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i wish i was back with my friends- i just moved across the country :(

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maybe its just organizing all your thoughts and putting into a coherent story that makes the whole thing feel less chaotic

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im out of money i cant buy weed anymore ............AAA

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my grammar is not grammaring bet you get the point

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but*

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oh my god

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fr red, my diary now though is so fucking badly hellish that i cannot look at any page without my ahh gasping

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oh man I dont even look at my old entries

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I just want one second to myself

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my ventbook is full of blood help

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one day im going to be 30 looking through my old entries and realize its a miracle i wasnt thrown in a crazy house

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my ventbook is full of WAY too many vent d r a w i n g s

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dewd, im just waiting to get into my dream college, move back to my hometown and get a motorcycle

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oml yeah i agree.. same for me xd

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not much else after that lololol

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I fantasize about just disappearing.

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ooo motorcycles are cool

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motorcyle guys r hot....................

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I hate myself

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i like sportbikes more than cruisers :DD

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I dont so much like disappearing as much as the concept of just never existing in the first place

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