I want multiple love 🧑🏾‍🦱 - 1st class love

99722 - 

what if the only way not to feel bad is to stop feeling anything at all?

99723 - 

i think you should feel bad

98390 - 

for other people

98390 - 

if you stop feeling emotions entirely, you won’t ever feel good either

99719 - 

hey - grayson

82367 - 

then i won't feel the hurt i'm feeling now

99723 - 

you need to feel the hurt to feel the freedom that comes when you get out of it

98390 - 

if that makes sense

98390 - 

hi red

98390 - 

🧟 - 1st class love

99722 - 

i understand what you mean. it's just hard for me to have perspective on that w/ all the shit going on right now

99723 - 

im tired of hurting too but i agree w yellows point

82367 - 

i get that it's hard to have perspective when you feel like lifes being so shitty to you

98390 - 

ive been crying on and off for the past few hours

82367 - 

🕴️ - 1st class love

99722 - 

i want to talk about how i feel but i don’t know how to put it into words, like you need to experience it to know what i’m trying to say

96882 - 

i deserve it. it's only karma.

99723 - 

nobody expects you to be all insightful and shit at a time like this just stay safe is the biggest thing

98390 - 

yeah i get that green

98390 - 

feel that green

82367 - 

life happens n stuff and its okay to take time to just stop for a little bit, take a day off for yourself

99719 - 

if you wanna try i can listen

98390 - 

im dealing with so many different things right now and its hard

82367 - 

i'm sorry red do you wanna try and talk about it

98390 - 

what about you, yellow? does the listener need to be listened to?

99723 - 

its a lot honestly

82367 - 

i'm all good coral you can go ahead if you need

98390 - 

like probably too much to explain here without being draining

82367 - 

that's okay red i've got time

98390 - 

nah that's okay

98390 - 

maybe it’s because i’ve been taught to never express my emotions. i was always told that expressing how i feel in any way makes me a burden, so i guess i never learnt how

96882 - 

i was taught the same green just a bit differently

98390 - 

family issues, guilt, reaching 2 years clean of self harm monday, body issues, failed love life

82367 - 

well first off i'm really proud of you for being almost 2 years clean

98390 - 

its too much to handle rn

82367 - 

thanks

82367 - 

today made me want to relapse but i didnt at least

82367 - 

that says a lot about your strength though i think that's something you should hold onto if you start to feel like maybe you're not a great person

98390 - 

i know lots of people don't feel like a great person but they forget the good things about themselves

98390 -