that's true red have you told them that

98390 - 

and even now they try to use it to shame me or make a point

82367 - 

I was dealt a bad hand from birth and the past 25 years have been a constant downward spiral of things getting significantly worse, now world war 3 is happening and my life was pointless

264 - 

no theyre not the type of people to listen

82367 - 

hi

99727 - 

that's really twisted red they shouldn't use that against you i'm sorry they do that

98390 - 

i think i can buy weed from one of my mutual friends, should i doo it so i can just feel good for a bit

99726 - 

hi blue

98390 - 

when i was younger i feel partially i deserved my punishments, as harsh as they were, because i was just a very angry person, but as i get older i’m starting to think it wasn’t entirely my fault

96882 - 

ive genuinely just given up trying to have a good relationship with them

82367 - 

nobody's life is pointless cyan i hope you understand that

98390 - 

my mom and i have good days but i always keep myself at a distance

82367 - 

coral i don't think weed is the right decision

98390 - 

my brother and i were okay until today

82367 - 

weed can make you more lonely

99727 - 

your relationship with your mom seems alright it's good that you have good days

98390 - 

ya thats what my brother told me

99726 - 

Why couldn't I have fucking died when i was little? At least then it would have been quick instead of having this two and a half decade drudge towards the grave

264 - 

i'm glad you're starting to realize that green that's a big step

98390 - 

I went outside to get something and then got jumpscared by a random ahh man

37316 - 

i already knew that he was transphobic and me being trans was just a ticking time bomb but i was surprised that dad is what rifted it instead

82367 - 

sign up for a high, sign up for a low. gets to be an addictive cycle

99727 - 

cyan you didn't deserve to die then you don't deserve to die now

98390 - 

I was not wearing appropriate stranger danger attire

37316 - 

today was so fucking weird

82367 - 

talk about it red

98390 - 

what happened today?

99727 - 

and earlier you were saying you felt guilt too was that about your family issues too or something else

98390 - 

hello?

99727 - 

so i was hanging out with just my brother and he brought up this really odd thing dad told him the other day apparently (he still goes over his house)

82367 - 

Lesson learnt I'm never going to wear a singlet ever again

37316 - 

my dad has a history of ghost stories/encounters and i knew that

82367 - 

but today he told my brother something he’s apparently never told anyone else

82367 - 

apparently when i was a kid i saw something horrifying at my moms house

82367 - 

and my dad told me i was seeing things but apparently he saw it too

82367 - 

i guess it happened when i was 4

82367 - 

the thing is i dont remember this happening which you think i would

82367 - 

red do you think he might be gaslighting you out of the house

98390 - 

young kids can be pretty perceptive to spiritual stuff, sometimes we're protected

99727 - 

i heard voices and stuff at that age and i remmeber it very clearly

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