ultimately what we do here is in his hands, and the ability to rescue people from dark spiritual stuff, that's on him too.

99727 - 

would your mom be scared too?

99727 - 

my mom dealt with the ghosts at my grandfathers too so i dont think so

82367 - 

maybe she knows what dads talking about with this

82367 - 

she was very open about the ghost thing

82367 - 

that's good to know. I mean she could maybe help give you some grounding.

99727 - 

its 4:30 am rn so i cant bother her now

82367 - 

tbh when I'm in a similar spot I call a prayer line or text

99727 - 

anyway. i haven’t said much but i already feel like a burden so i’m going now. wish you all the best everyone

96882 - 

im wondering if i made this up but some memory just hit me about seeing someone at the bottom of the stairs when i was little

82367 - 

sorry I didnt get to talk with you too green, gn

99727 - 

hey red, I dont think you need to worry about that

99727 - 

but i cant remember what stairs they couldve been so maybe my brain is just trying to give me a conclusion

82367 - 

our hearts repress things until we're ready to process them sometimes

99727 - 

that's what brains are wired to do lol they look for patterns and comfort

99727 - 

itd make sense

99727 - 

Stay well, green!

99730 - 

MADANI bekerja tanpa gaji. 9 ahli parlimen lawan pm10, kiraan 10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1...0

99729 - 

i would feel better if i knew

82367 - 

id rather process it now than down the line when im genuinely busy

82367 - 

I honestly wouldn't try and navigate that kind of thing without a pastor tbh

99727 - 

if you spend a lot of time searching about that stuff online, youll end up in the occult

99727 - 

thats where people get really sick

99727 - 

yeah its not good

82367 - 

I wish I could give you peace about it. Im sorry youre wrestling

99727 - 

not easy when your family is so tense about it too

99727 - 

yeah

82367 - 

its not helpful on top of already well cemented drama

82367 - 

I'd take it as a sign you're being protected from investigating that stuff further really

99727 - 

what else is up?

99727 - 

if it happened 16 years ago and nothings happened since it couldnt have been that bad

82367 - 

its enough to have you up at 4am now though

99727 - 

yeah im fucked lol

82367 - 

my fight or flight is out of hand

82367 - 

thats really rough.

99727 - 

I get the pinging kinda feeling too sometimes

99727 - 

i know i feel like i cant go back into my room

82367 - 

why?

99727 - 

thats where the old stuff happened

82367 - 

with the screaming and such

82367 -