but when you are better you won't be scared anymore

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And im scared of dying

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the future is scary

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think of it this way though, you will die eventually no matter what

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Ik

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you may as well live for a little longer since it's incredible to have even lived

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i say this but i am suicidal sometimes lol

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but i think you will be fine in the end

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Yea suicidal too - Light

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Exactly

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i somewhat gave up on therapy i guess because it just didnt work for me - caliph

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I kinda got depression

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from the accounts I've heard, therapy does actually work but you NEED the right therapist

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i just rely on music and instruments now - caliph

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and also to be willing to be open

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Im in therapy its a group one

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im in therapy, im in it with my siblings to recover from our mom - caliph

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I feel insulted in them

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but i cant do alone therapy at all, makes me uncomfortable - caliph

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Im the one who has like so many issues

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L you still here? - Light

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i just cant seem to escape toxic friendships - caliph

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At least u have friends

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because i actually talked to people - caliph

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I think L despawned - Light

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i hate how fucking brutal i sound damn it - caliph

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I would die to hace toxic or good friends

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i promise i dont want to be mean but im just saying the truth - caliph

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you need to actually TRY to get friends - caliph

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not just sit and say you wish you had them - caliph

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Ok

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because that gets you no where - caliph

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and youre just letting yourself fall into that again - caliph

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I struggle with making friends

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okay? then youre going to learn how to - caliph

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Love is a weird thing

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stop making excuses mate - caliph

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I did make a friend this year but she sorta left me for a better friend

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thats the problem, people keep making excuses - caliph

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Im not

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