i sound like a horrible teenager but my parents have abused me my whole life and im mentally fucked so i’d rather have fun before i inevitably kill myself instead of not doing anything

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i ate too much spicy powdered chicken - lyx

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I forced myswlf to eat this morning - Light

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exactly!! - lyx

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thats good your eating - Felix/Lixy :3

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Need hormone therapy or whatever - ,':))

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-..-' Anxious attachment is a real thing. have you look into that?

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I ate fish and rice - 👅

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Was yummy - 👅

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Proud of you for eating

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Thx - Light

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I drank water too - Light

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when i was younger i was starved as punishment

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guys i gtg - lyx

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red, if thats to me, i dont know anything at all, im in a trad family so "mental health" does not exist - .!-

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Inhumane - ,':))

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I need someone - Rem

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Bye lyx take care - Light

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See you green - ,':))

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Alright ill be your someone rem - Light

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wait omg - Felix/Lixy :3

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byebye y'all tc!^^ - lyx

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ur feelings are valid here white - liv

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I wasnt allowed to sleep sometimes when i was younger as punishment - 👅

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i was always told i had to be 18 and the website i saw was 18, but i cant start testosterone now - Felix/Lixy :3

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i need to just get everything my parents have done off my chest frl

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No light lol I was saying like, someone close like really close - Rem

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omg - Felix/Lixy :3

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i just need the money - Felix/Lixy :3

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cause i act like i dont care but it all destroys me

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i was forced to chop off chickens heads as a punishment when i was a kid - .!-

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Oh well sorry i missed a few messages - Light

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-..'- Sorry to hear that. But mental health is as real as your physical health. maybe start there? I have an anixous attachment style of loving - <3

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thank you red, ill look into that - .!-

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It hasn't been easy, but I am learning about myself - <3

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. - Light

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yes feel free to come back here :) - liv

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Its fine Light, I wasn't clear tought - Rem

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my head and ears feel like hell - Felix/Lixy :3

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once my dad told me i was the worst thing to happen to him and everyone i’ve ever met

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