You can set a nickname in settings - Light

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Im so close to being homeless

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Cyan you can get out of this without dying - Light

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No i cant

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I got nobody to talk to

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its just a bad day for me, its been 4 months since i had that bad attempt which almost made me either die or be braindead - caliph

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what is your problem anyway cyan

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You could call the hotlines or smth - Light

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Wdym red

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but i got lucky - caliph

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what is making you suicidal

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L did you despawn here? - Light

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🥁🥁🥁

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Past traumas never got help for it

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then get help for it

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but i lived for my friends - caliph

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love my friends - caliph

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It means talking about it

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Reliving everything

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yeah, talk about it here

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we are listening

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im shit at giving advice because i always sound too brutal - caliph

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I dont wanna

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if you want to get over it then you probably do have to relive it to come to terms with it

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either that or hoping you eventually forget

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If you don’t wanna talk about it you don’t have to - Light

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but thats just the truth, i kinda suck at saying it nicely/sugarcoating - caliph

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it's going to be rough but you are a human and humans can be strong and move on

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you don't have to say anything you don't want to but you do have to face what you are most scared of

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No i wanna die i choose that option

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then why are you still here?

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because you are clinging on to living

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Im scared of getting better

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but when you are better you won't be scared anymore

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And im scared of dying

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the future is scary

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think of it this way though, you will die eventually no matter what

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Ik

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you may as well live for a little longer since it's incredible to have even lived

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i say this but i am suicidal sometimes lol

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