what is making you suicidal

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L did you despawn here? - Light

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🥁🥁🥁

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Past traumas never got help for it

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then get help for it

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but i lived for my friends - caliph

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love my friends - caliph

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It means talking about it

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Reliving everything

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yeah, talk about it here

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we are listening

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im shit at giving advice because i always sound too brutal - caliph

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I dont wanna

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if you want to get over it then you probably do have to relive it to come to terms with it

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either that or hoping you eventually forget

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If you don’t wanna talk about it you don’t have to - Light

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but thats just the truth, i kinda suck at saying it nicely/sugarcoating - caliph

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it's going to be rough but you are a human and humans can be strong and move on

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you don't have to say anything you don't want to but you do have to face what you are most scared of

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No i wanna die i choose that option

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then why are you still here?

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because you are clinging on to living

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Im scared of getting better

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but when you are better you won't be scared anymore

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And im scared of dying

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the future is scary

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think of it this way though, you will die eventually no matter what

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Ik

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you may as well live for a little longer since it's incredible to have even lived

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i say this but i am suicidal sometimes lol

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but i think you will be fine in the end

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Yea suicidal too - Light

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Exactly

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i somewhat gave up on therapy i guess because it just didnt work for me - caliph

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I kinda got depression

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from the accounts I've heard, therapy does actually work but you NEED the right therapist

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i just rely on music and instruments now - caliph

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and also to be willing to be open

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Im in therapy its a group one

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im in therapy, im in it with my siblings to recover from our mom - caliph

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