Diannnoy

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Finally

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This website wasnt working for sooooo long

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Anyone here?

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I saw him again and im a fucking idiot i love him god damnit

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Im a fucking idiot

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emotions are confusing huh purple

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I already miss him

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and overwhelming

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Emotions suck

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sometimes you just wish your emotions would just stop being emotions for a second

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Too many or none is awful

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Hi

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Im not going to see him for so long again

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l have trouble balancing between the too much and none at all I think

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I already know im gonna fuck up again next time

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why are you so sure you're going to mess up?

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Ive messed it up every other time, pushing him away, continuing to be this isolated fuck

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oh wow I understand. it can be tempting to close yourself off sometimes

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Hes smart as hell and actually has a life

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I think you should open up

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to him

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Meanwhile im doing nothing but my self destructive bullshit

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Hes leaving for Italy tomorrow

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well why do you have trouble opening up?

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oh, when will he be back?

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A little less than a month i think

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well that's not too long, I'm sure you can do it

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I cant really fix myself in that time

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you dont have to fix yourself, just show him who you are

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Who i am isnt even who he thinks hes talking too

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well maybe its time to show him the truth

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it does no good to keep hiding

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It does if the truth is just going to mess this up

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you can open up little bits at a time

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Hes going off for collage and shit in like a year or so

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And i dont have my kife together at all

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who says you need things together? no one is without flaws

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I just want to fix these things before i hurt him whth it

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I dont think you'd hurt him

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