Sandy hook, columbine, those were just warnings... This is the very beginning..

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Hellooo

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Showering now has become something i do because i have to. Like cleaning a countertop or mopping a floor.

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Anyone here

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Yeah

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Am i weird for like someone i know and only meet online like im literally stalking them 💔

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hi

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hdy

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hey

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But its not even showering. Its letting burning hot water run over me in hopes it'll make me clean. It won't. Nothing will clean the residue.

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are you ble ding

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Advice: if you’re ever falsely accused of something, the worst thing you can do is run away

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I feel self conscious

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are you okay

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about what

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Who

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My weight

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I think I'll stay here until the water runs cold. Nothing new.

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And body hair

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But mostly my weight

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what happened white

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Sometimes I worry that I ask too many questions

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me too

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My friend is quite shy I believe (I am as well) but I want to ask her if it bothers her that she is so popular

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I feel bound to commit suicide

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Although I also irrationally worry that chasing her down just to ask those questions would make her unhappy

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Why do you feel bound for suicide?

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Emotional dependency is a common feature of Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), characterized by intense, unstable relationships and a strong reliance on others for emotional regulation

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Individuals with BPD may experience a cycle of idealizing and devaluing relationships, often forming intense attachments with a "favorite person" (FP) who then becomes the focus of their emotional sta

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te

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hmmm

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I do have a favorite person, but my emotional state isn't tied to them specifically afaik

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Hello?

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hi

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This dependency can lead to difficulties in setting boundaries and maintaining healthy relationships, but with appropriate support and treatment,

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individuals with BPD can learn to manage these tendencies and develop more balanced relationships.

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Hi everyone, may i vent?

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ofc yellow!

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Okay ty lol

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So like, my mom, shes been being so mean to me today. It feels like nothing i do is right

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