I have some really good friends, and a gf. I've talked to her, and them, about it all but I just feel so mad still.

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Like, somtimes i think the only way is just to punch the guy

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But idk

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what's stopping you from doing so then?

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The consequence, my future

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maybe a slap then, not so much a full on punch

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enough for it to sting, not enough for cops to get involved :3

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just the right amount of violence

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Lol, thank you, I think that made me feel better :]

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hehe, we've gotta slap all the pricks out there who don't treat their partners right

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Hehe, I'm gonna dip, but you are a lovely soul mwah <3

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toodles yellow, i hope you have a wonderful rest of your life

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And im sad that in university im just known as the girl that isolates herself and no ine actually cares to know me.

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They dont respond to my messages.

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They dont care to engage with me. And i still feel the loneliness that was planted in me being bloomed in this new space and it makes me really sad. Because i dont want to feel that lonely ever again.

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?

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hey

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is anyone on rn

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nope, no one at all :3

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absolutely no one here

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oh damn that sucks

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empty as far as the eye can see

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yeah fr

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did i miss all the tea

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wasn't too interesting tonight, at least as long as i've been here for

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could always read the archive ig, but that's kinda boring

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i swear sometimes its poppin on here other times not

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tonight seems to be one of the 'not' times unfortunately

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I feel the weight of the lack of reciprocity and the emotional neglect. I feel the deep loneliness that i felt in highschool in university.

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And what she gets? Racism, suspected illegal immigration even though she was legal for decades. Her dad was killed and it was racially motivated.

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Fuck this country

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I felt extremely lonely and isolated in secondary school.

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I hope the U.S dies and gets bombed by its enemies

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Purposely unsupported, mocked, hurt and judged. And abandoned.

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And that hurt me.

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but i absolutely agree, fuck this place

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God thank you for seeing what i went through.

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I'm so tired. I don't know what to do anymore, i know i have reasons to stay and people who care, but holy fuck everything hurts. I just want this to all be over, i can't handle this silently anymore

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hi

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:p

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