Hii yellow

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Oo im green again :3

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hi everyone who just joined/rejoined

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my dad got him for my birthday to help me with grief since my mom passed a few weeks before my birthday

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I'm so tired of being a failure -bn

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All he wants to do is stay miserable in the dark bedroom

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and hes helped a lot, i talk to him like hes a real person because i know he'll always love me

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i'm so sorry to hear that, blue. my momma passed when i was a kid, so i can sympathize </3

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Omfg a serious server-

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THANK YOUU

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thanks cyan

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sometimes through the day i keep feeling her touch randomly, hours afterwards

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I love my life

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I wish I could go fir runs but i habe a baby

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i unfortunately think thats normal, blue :( its still recent and its traumatic

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ugh i need to make dinner

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I'm sick of missing someone that left me to die. He fixed me up, but what's the point if he abandoned me. -bn

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I think it’s understandable for me to get defensive when he says i do nothing for him

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does anyone have any easy dinner ideas for someone who cant cook lol :(

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my friend should be here in like 10 or so minutes if hes taking the train

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All those empty promises, does he even care? Even if he never meant to stay I still listen to the things he told me years ago -bn

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thats good to hear blue!

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buttered noodles

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Maybe i overreacted. Maybe it shouldn't have hurt like it did. Maybe i shouldn't have let her force me away from him. He was safe. Sort of

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thats my go to and im shit at cooking

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ive showed my love in physical acts many times

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i can't cook at all. my fiance usually does it but hes out of town so i'm like. struggling

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Why can't I just move on already.. -bn

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Sometimes, i wanna jump. Other times, i wanna drown myself in vodka and stop hearing my parents argue about the divirce. Sometimes, i just wanna sleep forever.. -Alaric

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i just gotta hope she doesnt do this again

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I should find a way back. Apologize for running even if wasn't my choice. And pretend it never happened. Because i overrated. And it didn't hurt. It didn't

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i feel disgusting

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i want my health to become well again please.

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thank you.

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goodbye.

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i get it, blue. just remember it isn't your fault

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He would've let me. Pretend. And it would be okay. and he would love me. And it wouldn't hurt except for when he left. But it would be better than not knowing

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I got a bad case of the sick hornies rn

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i just feel like it was my fault

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it wasn't. people who say things like "oh the victim was asking for it" are wrong and terrible. it was not your fault that this happened

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