i think the worst part is i still feel her weight around me

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i'm alr i guess -shellzz

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other than the like 5000 thoughts in my midn im mostly fine

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dont hate being you green youre not a bad person

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yeah its like that

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like im so tired and i hurt so bad and i can just remember how she hugged me

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If you fall 200ft, stand up very slowly as to avoid any shock

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will you ever move on if that will help?

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i can feel her resting on my shoulders and i just wanna cry

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if i fall 200 ft i think im dead

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Hey. Am gonna leave now. Bye bye guys, adios cel-Stellan

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died from shock

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if not impact

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shellzz what makes it js alright?

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hmm blue I will consider that In my next advice

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cya stellan!! -shellzz

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bye stellan

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i need to rant

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i alr forgot what i said somehow

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so i went to the psych ward for a similar thing to what happened with my girlfriend

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i fucked up bad with something really important to someone I love and I hurt them

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its okay you need not remember, I will store the memories for you

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that guilt pushed me to try and kms

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its like uploading to the cloud

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omg thats horrible

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and then I met my girlfriend in the psych ward

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and i did the same fucking thing again

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i learned nothing

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i hate this

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i promise id be talking more but idk what the hell to say so im silent unless commenting on smth

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well if you were in the physc ward for it its understandable if ti happened again i think

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i cant comfort for shit i make things worse js existing sometimes so

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i just want to die

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sorry im unsure of what to say im not good at comfornting ppl either i am saying what i think my freind c would say

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this is worse than anything

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venterscapen

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i make so many mistakes and i feel 120% of the guilt for it all the time

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dying would reverse time green you cant help that it happened you have to do accept that it happened an dtry to make it better i think

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i carry the burden of every single problem I've ever caused

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wouldnt****

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