and then I met my girlfriend in the psych ward

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and i did the same fucking thing again

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i learned nothing

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i hate this

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i promise id be talking more but idk what the hell to say so im silent unless commenting on smth

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well if you were in the physc ward for it its understandable if ti happened again i think

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i cant comfort for shit i make things worse js existing sometimes so

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i just want to die

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sorry im unsure of what to say im not good at comfornting ppl either i am saying what i think my freind c would say

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this is worse than anything

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venterscapen

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i make so many mistakes and i feel 120% of the guilt for it all the time

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dying would reverse time green you cant help that it happened you have to do accept that it happened an dtry to make it better i think

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i carry the burden of every single problem I've ever caused

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wouldnt****

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dying i think wouod make it worse

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dying wouldnt make anything better or worse

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ikik sorry i made typo

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thats the end

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i think it may make it worse

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theres nothing

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like after to other people

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theres always something

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i think

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death is nothing i guess yeah

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🐢

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im unsure

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but other people are alive

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and affected by it

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yes

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even just threatening suicide can send someone into a meltdown

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woah i actuall never thought abt it liek that

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you vastly overrestimate how many people care about me

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even if you dont know them

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I care.

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I dont know you, but i care.

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Seriously.

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that makes me selfish tbh

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im sorry but you really dont get it

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i also care

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