so this the best i got

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sometimes i be laying or sitting in one place and dont want to move xd

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i just dont want to do shit xd

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life js gets worse and worseeee

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identity crisis and figuring out i think i have bpd has been a RIDE

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and not a good one

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this ride has me wanting to throw up

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i dont want to do anything be a part of anything i just dont want to be

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xd

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</3

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REAL

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i dont want to br

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OH MY GOD that is REAL

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be xd

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i feel that sm

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struck a nerve but in like a really good way

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if that. makes sense

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i just dont want to be i dont want to be here dont want anything dont god i dont xd

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i want nothing but to be free xd

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well if youre forced to stay js note that i, a random stranger online, feel your struggles well

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even if im younger

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ion think that changes much though

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theres no meaning and idgaf to make something meaningful in my own way either xd

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relating is relating

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why bother being delusional trying to make meaning out of the meaningless xd

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why bother trying when you can simply do nothing

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hands off the controller, sit in bed all day and rot

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stay up all night n suffer the consequences

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a deep spiral of emptiness i dont think most understands how this is xd

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and fall asleep at 7pm

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melatonin aint working im gonan go take another

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sprry to leave you hangin but i need sleep

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bye now

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i just want to be free from existence and all its trappings xd

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society is such a pathetic place xd

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god i cant put into words how sad and empty i feel xd

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i dont want this to be to be here i want none of it born to suffer through something i want nothing to do with xd

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i clean up my own table at the restaurant :p xd

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prolly not weird bet the servers like it :p xd

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i cant do this anymore

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