ugh i need to make dinner

97666 - 

I'm sick of missing someone that left me to die. He fixed me up, but what's the point if he abandoned me. -bn

91254 - 

I think it’s understandable for me to get defensive when he says i do nothing for him

97675 - 

does anyone have any easy dinner ideas for someone who cant cook lol :(

97666 - 

my friend should be here in like 10 or so minutes if hes taking the train

82335 - 

All those empty promises, does he even care? Even if he never meant to stay I still listen to the things he told me years ago -bn

91254 - 

thats good to hear blue!

97666 - 

buttered noodles

82335 - 

Maybe i overreacted. Maybe it shouldn't have hurt like it did. Maybe i shouldn't have let her force me away from him. He was safe. Sort of

97668 - 

thats my go to and im shit at cooking

82335 - 

ive showed my love in physical acts many times

97675 - 

i can't cook at all. my fiance usually does it but hes out of town so i'm like. struggling

97666 - 

Why can't I just move on already.. -bn

91254 - 

Sometimes, i wanna jump. Other times, i wanna drown myself in vodka and stop hearing my parents argue about the divirce. Sometimes, i just wanna sleep forever.. -Alaric

97674 - 

i just gotta hope she doesnt do this again

82335 - 

I should find a way back. Apologize for running even if wasn't my choice. And pretend it never happened. Because i overrated. And it didn't hurt. It didn't

97668 - 

i feel disgusting

82335 - 

i want my health to become well again please.

97677 - 

thank you.

97677 - 

goodbye.

97677 - 

i get it, blue. just remember it isn't your fault

97666 - 

He would've let me. Pretend. And it would be okay. and he would love me. And it wouldn't hurt except for when he left. But it would be better than not knowing

97668 - 

I got a bad case of the sick hornies rn

97678 - 

i just feel like it was my fault

82335 - 

it wasn't. people who say things like "oh the victim was asking for it" are wrong and terrible. it was not your fault that this happened

97666 - 

And i wish i could say i wasnt the problem, but their divorce MADE me the problem. -Alaric

97674 - 

I am here because i need to talk about this and i cant talk to anyone about it in real life and its not bad but AAAA

97681 - 

Having hormone and chemical imbalances ruined my life -bn

91254 - 

I'm awful. I left him knowing it would hurt him. And maybe it wasn't completely my choice. But i still did it in the end. I could've lied. Hid us. I could have done more

97668 - 

wtf is wrong with me.. -Alaric

97674 - 

i just feel like it was because i didnt fully fight it

82335 - 

i said no and was yelling but i only kicked at her once

82335 - 

you shouldn't have had to fight it

97666 - 

saying no should have been enough

97666 - 

It's not your fault blue -bn

91254 - 

So around four years ago i had a wonderful friend who i had a big crush on but a lot of things got in the way such as other people and eventually i got sick and had to be confined to my house

97681 - 

Does it really matter? That he forgot about my birthday or dragged me into drama ir shared my personal information? I mean in the grand scheme of things it probably didn't.

97668 - 

now i feel like this fucked me up again

82335 - 

but the worst part is i loved her

82335 - 

ive been with her for over 2 years now

82335 -